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My Daily Diary: July 2002
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July 31
Well tomorrow I am drving to San Diego for that Comic Convention. I think it might be a pretty cool event. I want to dress up in my outfit as seen here, but I think it might be kind of hot. Either way I will be there trying to look at least somewhat sexy hehe. I was able to finish a lot of homework today so I can go tomorrow so that is a good thing. It will be good to get out during a weekday so I am looking forward to it. Also to all of you that are coming to see me I will be glad to see you, but just be aware that I am really shy person so if I am not very talkative it is just because of that. Well I better get to bed so I can get up and go. I'll make sure to have some pictures taken there.
July 30
I forgot to mention where that comic convention is going to be. I am
driving down thursday to San Diego to the San Diego Convention center.
If you want to come and see me I will be there for most of the day. You
can look at the website www.comic-con.org
for times and location. I should be fairly easy to pick out since I most
likely will get dress up in my Shi Costume as seen here.
I know of a few people coming to see me so if you like please do so. If
not that is OK too I am sure that I will have a party in Los Angeles to
go to in the coming months. Anyway, I am pretty excited about it so I
better get my homework done so I can go.
July 29
Hope everyone liked the update yesterday. I wanted to upload it earlier, but I was stuck in this little hotel room in the middle of nowhere out by Joshua Tree National park and guess what there wasn't even a phone in the room. So I couldn't even check my e-mail. I asked the lady at the hotel if there was a phone I could connect my computer too and she just laughed at me and said that people come here to get away from all of that computer stuff. I had a lot of fun with my mother, but I am pretty tired and getting up for school today didn't help much. I am thinking about going to comic con this thursday and dress up in my shi outfit. If anyone goes you might run into me. Now I just have to figure out how to get away from my mom for that day LOL. She wants to tour around anyway so I will just take some time away from her then come back later that night. Anyway, look for me if you are going.
July 27
Well I managed to get the update done while driving in the back of the car. My mom drove while I worked. I just said I am doing my homework which I did too. I just wanted to make sure that I got the update done early again. So here it is... Check out my Asian Thumbs photoshoot. I was asked to do some pictures of me sucking my thumb in some sexy poses by a fellow webmaster and so I thouht that I would give him a little show since he wants to feature a few of the pics on his site next month. Well as usual doing a request I got prety horny and had to finish it with a toy in my pussy, oh I mean cookie. In the second set I got 200 pics of my attempt at a gothic strip show in the mirror. I don't think that I could ever do it on stage, because I am scared of falling on my face (I took out those pics.) The shoot was really sexy though so I am sure I will end up doing some video of my little fantasy to strip a little later. In the mean time enjoy this huge update.
July 26
My Mom is going to be here all weekend. She came in from Japan today so I promised I would take her around. We are going to drive up north tomorrow to see some of the sites. I most likely will have to get the update ready tonight and upload it on the road tomorrow. I guess I will be in a hotel room so I will have to lock the bathroom door and finish the update for Sunday in secret. I will try to get a diary up tomorrow but can't be sure. So until then enjoy the questions from yesterday. Oh and don't tell my mom about my site hehe:-)
July 25
Well I didn't know what to put in my diary so. I decided to include some questions I answered in an e-mail recently so you can get to know me.
Q. -Being an amateur porn star, do you do anything "honest" to rake in cash? I
know most porn stars have an alternate profession...
A. Well I had a job a while back, but now all my time goes to my site and school so no this is my job. I do translate web sites from time to time though.
Q. -What do you think of Japanese "video idols"? Have you ever/would you work
with them?
A. I don't really know any of them really. Just a few I have seen on web sites, but they are mostly untouchable and under contract for large adult companies and pretty much impossible to contact. I would love to work with them but have no way of contacting them.
Q. -What do you prefer on takoyaki? Mustard or that black shit?
A. The black sauce stuff. Never heard of the mustard thats funny.
Q. -Do you run your own site or were you hired by an agency to do all this?
A. I run it completely by myself. I have a friend to take pictures and get my mail, but other than that it is all me. I don't even do shoots for agencies because they end up screwing me in the end.
Q. -In your movie, most of your scenes were done with short hair, but your
first straight sex scene was done with long hair. Was it done before the
others were done?
A. I have had mostly short hair since I started my site. I have only cut it once since I started in Nov 2000 so it is getting longer. As for the long hair in my first sex scene, well that was right after I cut it by myself. I did a really bad job and the long hair is actually a hair peice that I have tha clips on the back of my head. My hair is down to my shoulders now, and I still wear the hair peice every once in a while.
Q. -What part of Tokyo-to are you from?
A. Chiba
Q. -Do you like your boys circumcised or uncircumcised?
A. I hate to say it but I haven't had much experience so I don't really know. From what I remember both were fine.
Q. -Who's your favorite member of SMAP?
A. I wasn't really ever into SMAP, but if I had to answer I thought Shingo was funny with his Shingo mama thing.
Q. -What are your "play zones" in Tokyo? Mine's would be Harajuku (Takeshita
Street), Shibuya (the areas around Tower Records and the 109 building), and
Shinjuku (Times Square).
A. I used to hang out in Ueno area.
Q. -What age did you lose your virginity?
A. 19 in America
Q. -Did you attend an all-girl's high school?
A. Yes
July 24
I am a little late getting the diary up, but actual I am at school right now on break. I Hope that nobody is looking over my shoulder reading what I am typing, because that wouldn't be good:-) I am pretty busy today with school and I think I will get a lot of homework tonight. I just can't wait to get home and masturbate. I had a dream last night again and woke up late because I was having sex in that dream too. I wonder if I am not getting enough sex because of the dreams I have been having. Anyway, I better get back to class work because the teacher is back.
July 23
I went to school today, but when I got there my teacher didn't show up. Instead they had someone else teaching the class, but they didn't really know what to do. I stayed for a while and realized that I wasn't really going to learn anything so I went home. At home I didn't really have anything to do either so I decided to take a little nap. I had the weirdest dream. For some reason I was in China, no I have never been there, but this was so detailed. Some of my friends were there and for some reason I was running away from people because I knew that I was trying to take some naked pictures outside. I guess I wasn't supposed to do that there? Anyway, I was chased into an elevator inside of a large skyscraper. Inside the elevator I met a guy there and had my photographer there with me. The guy started touching me and pulling up my skirt. I didn't know what was happening other than my photographer started taking pictures of us. Soon he opened his pants and began to fuck me from behind. It seemed so real and it did feel real too. I was about ready to cum when the alarm for the elevator went off and the elevator stopped moving. My photographer said uh-oh and then I woke up. I was so mad to find that the phone was ringing and had woken me up. It was my mom and she talked forever. I was so wet, but couldn't do anything about it. I went back to bed to try and sleep again, but couldn't get back to sleep. Oh well I hope I can dream again tonight.
July 22
My homework tonight was pretty tough. I spent a lot of time on it, but had to take a break. I went to my room and played around with a new toy that I got. It was some anal beed kind of things, but made for two people. I wanted to wait until I had a friend to play with to use them but it was like christmas and I just had to open them up and see that they were like. I just wanted to look at them because I was curious, but when I took them out I just had to try it. I put one side inside my cookie and began to have a little fun with it in there. I find it really sexy when I get a new toy and it seems to be really easy to cum when I try it for the first time. I could have cum really fast this time too, but I had to try the anal side of the toy too. It was really a good feeling, more in my mind, but good enough for me to cum really quick after rubbing my clit for just a minute. I hope I can use them again in a photoshoot so I can show you what I mean.
July 21
I have been going kind of crazy with homework over this weekend. I had to learn some detailed stuff about cascading style sheets so I thought that it might be a good idea to apply that to my website. I am hopeing that it will make it much easier to edit my site when I want to. So today I spent most of my time doing homework and writing code for style sheets on my site. I almost have them done, but have some bugs to work out until I can change everything to it. I know I sound like a complete geek now, but I guess that is what I am turning into right? A computer geek:-) Oh well I just want to be successful and I enjoy that kind of stuff so it is worth it. After all I still take my breaks and take that time to play with myself and that keeps me really happy.
July 19
Tonight I had a craving for something sweet. I ate dinner and after that I had to go out shopping for some stuff so I picked up some ingrediences and came home to make cookies. I made peanut butter cookies, but they were kind of doughy, but that is how I like them. I remember my mom told me that I shouldn't ever eat them doughy because I would get sick, but so far I never got sick:-) Just in case I get the urge for more sweets I got some ice cream and some new candy bars for later. I wanted to try some new candy since I haven't really had a lot of american candy since I have lived here. Well I have to get some homework done tonight before I go to bed so I will keep this short tonight.
July 18
I thought it would be a little of a treat for everyone to do the update a little early this week. I was asked to do this last week so I thought why not. I recently got to work with Mika Tan. I found out really quickly why she is such a wanted woman. She was so sexy and she really surprised me when we got going at it. I will just say this if you like feet fetish stuff this is the shoot. I couldn't even have imagined that she was going to do that to my feet until she did it WOW! I mean I expected the feet and toe sucking, but whoa... You'll just have to check out the video and pictures to see what I mean. Other than that I put up a little set that I did after I didn't get to shoot with a model that I was supposed to shoot with. You can see how I felt, but the sexy shoot came out realy good anyway.
July 17
I am feeeling pretty sexy tonight after getting all of the e-mails from everyone telling me they would love to see me do live chat on the site. I am kind of excited about doing it because I think it will be really fun for me. Especially touching myself when people are telling me to do it live. Sexy! I can't wait, we will take it slow then really get into it when I do it hehe. In fact I think that tonight I better practice for it in bed. I better get the batteries charged up LOL. Anyway, It has been a while since I had some girl/girl on the updates, but look for that this week. I am going to start getting it ready tomorrow.
July 16
School is going to be pretty difficult this semester. I just had my second day and have a ton of homework to do. Oh well it is what I want to do and I look at it as learning and I want to learn as much as I can. Besides school today I did some research about maybe setting up a live chat for my site. I am wondering if that is something that people would want to see. I would be pretty high quality and would most likely do it in a one on one type of thing, but would really like to do it since I masturbate a lot anyway, why not do it when people can see me. Besides it might be kind of sexy to chat and have people make requests and I can do them at the same time they ask. Well it sounds exciting to me, but let me know what you think.
July 15
There wasn't a lot of time for me today to do anything since I stated school. It seems that everytime I start a new semester I have to change things in my schedule. Well anyway, I was kind of stressed out from getting a lot of homework on the first day so I came home layed down and masterbated for about an hour. That felt so good to me. I think that I masturbate a lot more when I am in school. After that I thought that I would do some web stuff but didn't really get much done other than talking to some people about some projects that I want to do. I think that I am going to get ahead and start on my homework tonight, but have to get to bed kind of early so I can get up for school tomorrow.
July 14
Wow what a weekend. I have been so busy and actually drove around a lot. Last night I met some friends such as Cheryl and went to a few galleries and art shows. We didn't get done until really late so I didn't even get to think about turning on my computer as I just went to bed. Today I had a shoot planned really early and actually got some great pictures in the shoot. The photographer made me dance around a little and just have fun while I was being shot. I have done it before, but I don't think that I am that great of a dancer, but hey I felt a little sexy doing it today, because I did it in front of a mirror. Maybe someday I will be brave enough to do it in front of a group of people LOL. After that shoot today I drove to see TigerLily and just hang out for the evening. We have so much fun together and it is always nice to talk. Well I am pretty tired so I need to get to bed a little early tonight... I have school really early tomorrow.
July 12
The ideas that people are giving me for shoots have been wonderful. I am not sure I can do them all, but would love to try. I think I am going to pick one this week and hand out that free video to some lucky guy that had the best idea. I have my last fling of shooting this weekend and it should be a great weekend. I have plans to shoot with a really cutie, and I am pretty excited about it. School starts on Monday so I need to start getting my books and stuff together. I am going to be taking some fun classes, well technical, but fun for me kind of classes so I am excited about that too. I might be a little stressed out this week, but I imagine it is worth it.
July 11
I went to school today to get my class schedule and get ready for starting school again. I have had a nice break, but it is back to business on Monday. Just for fun though I am planning on some shoots for this weekend before I have to go back to school. Something hard? Well I have had a lot of requests for some harder stuff lately. I think that I am becoming more experimental lately and shooting last weekend with Mika was harder and a lot of fun. It felt pretty good too. Don't worry I have my limits, so I won't do anything that I don't enjoy doing. However that anal sex shoot is something that I would really like to try. Mostly because I enjoy a little anal play when I masturbate, but also I am curious. I just have to find out when I can do it. Anyway, I hope that everyone enjoyed the update yesterday, I had some requests for some girl/girl stuff so come back soon to see that on the next update.
July 10
I added something new to the update today. I have been working on a
gallery for a long time and finally got it finished in time for the update.
It is a Manga style shoot, kind of gothic looking, but very much fetish.
I had a dream a few months ago and in the dream I was this kind of super
hero. Well after months of planning it out and actually learning the programs
(Flash) to do the project here it is. I called it "Shi"
(must have Flash
6 plugin) after what some people had suggested it looked like... an
american comic book. You can see the Flash movie for it here,
but have to be a member to see the nude versions of the shoot. Also today
I added a fantasy shoot in front of a fireplace. I have always wanted
to be made love to in front of a fireplace so I hope that you can imagine
being there with me as you look at the sexy pics.
July 9
I got home pretty late last night and I was glad to be home, but I had a lot of fun in San Diego. It was nice to do a lot of shooting down there. Now I am going to work on the update for tomorrow and show off some of the pictures I took down there. I was pretty relaxed today getting up late and then just working on my site. I have been looking over some of the ideas that people have been sending in for a photoshoot, but want to see more. If you didn't hear about it before I will let you know here. I would like to see some ideas for shoots and when I find the one I like the best I will do it, then post the gallery in an update and send the person a free video. If you already have the video we can work something out. Anyway, look for the update tomorrow I hope that you enjoy it.
July 8
Tasty. That is what I thought about today. I did a shoot that was really cool. Mika Tan was down in San Diego with me so we decided to do a shoot. It was really fun and Mika is a wild one hehe, but she makes me laugh and is really funny. We did a bdsm shoot that was really hardcore. I have to admit that I am really scared of hurting people so I was kind of shy when she wanted me to whip her. I think that she wanted me to be a little more rough with her too, but I am just too gentle:-) After that shoot we went up on the roof of a house and did some interesting stuff that included our feet and fingers. I think that the nieghbors in the area wondered what was going on ontop of the roof. Well I hope they enjoyed the show.
July 7
Mmm I love my toys. I must have gone through a lot of batteries today. I was shooting and couldn't really consentrate when I was posing. I had put a dildo inside of me and it was really beginning to feel good with it on full. I kind of lost track of the photographer taking pictures and actually came in the middle of the shoot. I can't imagine what the photographer was thinking when I took a minute to enjoy it. After a little bit I was ready to shoot again. I didn't have any video of it *damn* but the pictures sure look good. Tomorrow I am going to shoot some more and I arranged to shoot with another model that I haven't shot with yet, but I will let everyone know how it goes tomorrow.
July 6
Today was filled with a lot of shooting. I am staying with my friend and the place we are shooting at has a lot of places to take pictures. TigerLily went home today, but I am going to stay down here in San Diego until Monday. Right now I am in between shoots and taking a break. I just did a set with a dildo in front of a nice looking fireplace and it felt really nice. I think that now I am going to go outside and maybe shoot something in the dark. Depends upon how cold it is outside. After that it will most likely be pretty late and I will have to sleep, but I am having fun so I can't wait to wake up and do it again tomorrow.
July 5
After the party last night TigerLily and me talked and decided to take a little trip down to San Diego. I am going to probably stay down here for a couple of days and do a lot of shoots. I did some today, but they were just some simple glamour shoots. I will have to see how they come out before I even consider posting them. I am pretty tired though since I had to drive a long way today. I am planning some shoots tomorrow, but I want to sleep in a bit before that. Anyway, I think I will just go to bed and hope that I can post this diary with my dial up.
July 4
I realized how shy a person I am tonight. I went to a BBQ with some friends at TigerLily's place. It was really fun and there was a lot of food for the fourth of July. There were a lot of people there and I didn't really know many of them. I being really quiet and shy spent most of my time just eating and talking to my Japanese friend. After she left I was pretty much just sitting alone. I kind of fear that people think that I am rude or "stuck up" because I don't talk to them. However, I just don't really know what to say sometimes. I also think that it comes from when I first came to the US and couldn't speak English very well. Anyway, Mika Tan was there too for a while and she always seems to get me to talk so thank you Mika for making me talk and making me laugh. Well it was fun to see the firworks after too so I hope that everyone had a good fourt of July, even if you aren't in the US a good day is always nice to haveLOL
July 3
Tonight I did a couple of shoots that were a little different. I don't do many shoots that are really artistic, mostly because they take time to develop and because they tend to take a longer time with light checks and special posing ect... but tonight I did one of those type of shoots. I usually enjoy doing the harder stuff because it is enjoyable and I am doing something that is familiar and normal to do for me (masturbation):-) Tonights shoot was outside in the dark. I had to pose just right and I was freezing my butt off after being outside naked for a long time. I hope that the pictures come out really good so I can show them off, but I suppose this is why I tend to stick with the creative shoots of me having a little fun and pleasure instead.
Also I want to apologize to anyone that was effected by the e-mail that went out with addresses attatched to it. I am deeply sorry if that effected any of you it was my mistake. I guess learing from mistakes is what life is so I will be a little more careful next time. Other than that I hope that everyone has a happy fourth of July. Not sure what I am going to do yet
July 2
I feel much better
today after getting my tooth removed. I was able to work on the update
and it is a hot one. First have a look at me and the new Anal Beads that
I got. A string of four beads that are pretty good size, watch me pop
them in and then see the video of me poping them out again. Also I decided
to go "Topless" in more ways than one while shooting outside in a car.
Good the police didn't catch me or it would have been a high speed chace
with a naked girl in the drivers seat:-) I am looking forward to do some
new shoots this week. I hope to maybe include some harder stuff in them,
of course harder depends upon who you are right. Anyway, Enjoy the update
because it is pretty much harder than most of the stuff I have shot before
and I am proud of it.
July 1
Ouch! I went to the
dentist today just for a check-up and it turned into a kind of nightmare
for me. My dentist said that I needed to remove my wisdom teeth because
they were starting to come out. I agreed since they hurt a little every
once in a while, but I expected that I would make an appointment and come
back and do it in a few months or so. Well he said that I could do it
today if I liked. I was dumb enough to say yes and he started to operate
on me. He took about 2 minutes and had the top right tooth out. I thought
wow that was quick. In Japan I had my lower wisdom teeth removed and it
took forever and was very painful. Anyway, I am still kind of numb, but
am beginning to hurt and I am getting a headache. So tonight I wrote my
diary a little early so I can go to bed and get up tomorrow to do the
update. Hopefully I won't be too swollen over the next couple of days
since I want to do some shoots.
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