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My Daily Diary: August 2002
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August 31
Every once in a while I get an interesting e-mail about what people think of the adult industry and they assume they know who I am since I am taking naked pictures for a website to make money. Well it can be very funny how these stereotypes are really very untrue. I am supposed to be a person that is a Slut and sleeps with all the people that I can just to get money. Sorry, but this isn't true. I guess I can be slutty sometimes when I get horny, but for the most part I think that I have less sex than a lot of normal people. Sad but true:-) I am also supposed to be this person that can't control my life and am so wild that I am a drug addict and spend most of my life doing drugs. Well sorry, but I am pretty conservative in this respect. I will never ever do drugs. I might have a drink of wine when I go out for dinner, but that is the extent of it. This one is interesting and was asked recently of me... "I guess you have some "shady" friends and probably have some links w/ the yakuza, somehow." Oh my gosh this was the funniest thing that I have seen in a long time. I guess some people just assume that if she does porn then she must have some pimp gang member with a gun to my head forcing me to do it. Sorry, but my friends are normal and I don't know anyone in the Yakuza. hehe Oh, but I would like to be the leader of the Yakuza someday LOL! Anyway, off to bed for me, I will try not to laugh to much.
I was looking through some of my pictures tonight and I found a set that I had taken a while back. I never did post it though. It was when I went to a pool party and had a moment to have the pool all by myself to do whatever I wanted. So I had some pictures taken. I must have completely forgot about those pictures, but I think that I will have to post them on the next update. My hair was a little shorter at the time, but I was naked so that is a good thing. I also am planning on some shoots this weekend and am in the mood to just play around the whole weekend. I do have a lot of homework to get done, but I will end up staying up late to get it all done. Anyway, look for the update coming up in a few days and I will tell everyone about some of the shoots that I do this weekend.
August 29
I stayed up all night last night doing homework. Programming stuff can be really frustrating sometimes, but I am starting to understand what I am doing a little more. I had to do some flash stuff last week so I might put something up on one of the updates while I practice with it. I am actually getting ready to go to school since I didn't sleep. I most likely will come home after school and go to bed and sleep until the next day. Well I might fit in some masturbation in between there somewhere hehe. I seem to get really horny when I am stressed and then have a chance to relax, but I will let you know.
August 28
I feel a lot better today. I was a little late for school this morning since I slept in. I must have been really tired over the last few days, but I really felt rested today and I think I just needed that extra sleep. Anyway, I got a lot of nice e-mails from people telling me that I am beautiful. I don't think that way about myself, but I am happy to be who I am. Thank you for all your support. *kiss* I have a little homework to get done for this week so I will be busy, the next couple of days. I am also going to start getting the next update ready. From the pictures that I had taken over the weekend I think that everyone will like them. I did something a little different than what I have done in the past. hehe.
August 27
Well I have got a lot of e-mails over the last couple of days about the model expo. I guess I have too much opinion about the situation, but I know that I am not really fitting into this group of models anyway. They are so beautiful and I am just a Japanese girl that was too shy to talk to any boys ever in my life. I don't think that I will go to the glamour events any more. I will probably stick with the erotic and adult events and just maybe have a time to meet members only. Anyway, I am pretty sad about it, but will just play with my stuffed animals and they will cheer me up tonight. I have a lot of homework to do so I will go do some it on my bed and go to sleep.
August 26
Well I seem to go through this type of thing every time I meet a lot
of people at a convention. Today I got a complaint about how I do things
with my site. I will be honest with you in that a lot of websites are
run by guys that don't like to see girls running their own sites. These
guys use the girls for profit and the sad thing is that most of these
girls don't have any idea how bad they are being used. I get a lot of
hate mail because of my opinion on this from some of these guys. I guess
they don't like the fact that I refuse to work with them. Photographers
e-mail me everyday with offers and portfolios of their work and I never
seem to get to shoot with them. I will be honest, I have only shot with
4 or 5 different photographers. There are good reasons for this. Mostly
it is because I am focused on school and to take time to set up something
like that is just too difficult to fit into my schedule. Shooting with
a friend that stays with me every weekend or so is the best way. Another
is that some photographers like to take the pictures and post them on
their websites and even sometimes sale them. I am sorry to say, but you
will not see me on another site besides this site doing the things I do.
I am exclusive to my site and will never do a paid shoot for another website.
If you want to see me then you will have to come here to see me doing
the things I do. I love my members and I want to make sure that they are
getting the best deal possible, if they are paying to see me naked then
I want to make sure that if they want to see me then when they buy a membership
they are getting all of me and they don't need to go somewhere else to
try and find those rare pictures of me elswhere. There are no rare pictures
of me anywhere, they are all in my members section and my members get
them all! I am sorry to complain, but I feel so sad for the girls that
I have seen at the expo that get taken advantage of. I must be a little
too opinionated about doing things myself, but they would be much more
happy if they did everything for themselves instead of having some sleazy
guy telling them what is best. Anyway, here is some pictures from the
convention.
August 25
I had a great time today at the Asian model expo. I met a lot of people
and learned a lot about them. It was really an expo for the glamour models
and they are all so beautiful. I guess I stood out a little bit since
I was more of a hardcore model. There were a few other girls there that
did shoot like me, but I felt kind of weird since I had to cover up my
video and pictures so that you can't see my nipples or my cookie. I wore
my Yukata along with TigerLily so that was also a little different. It
felt really good to wear them since I could move freely and wear pretty
much nothing underneath and no one would really notice hehe. I know I
am naughty sometimes:-) I will try to get some of the pictures that were
taken of me to share with everyone that couldn't make it. Now off to bed
for me. I have a big test tomorrow in school.
Ausust 23
I just finished putting up the update for this week. Are you curious
as to what I mean when I say Anal Twist? Well the update for today has
the answer. It is pretty Twisted hehe. I mean I don't mean to be anal
about it, but someimes you just have to "screw" things up. Ok I know I
am not a comedian, and half you you out there can't understand what I
am talking about. You just have to see the update and it will make sense.
Either way squating down on that toy was really sexy this time. The other
gallery was a shoot that was really cold since I shot it outside at night.
Very colorful if anything. As for this weekend I am pretty excited to
be albe to meet some of you at the expo. I just talked to TigerLily about
what we are going to wear and it should be a little different from what
other girls are wearing.
August 21
I had an interesting request today, well a challenge I guess hehe. I
was asked to go to school and take my panties and leave them in the car
while in school. Then when returning see how I felt and try to cum right
there in my car. Then to try it going into a store to do the same thing.
I am not sure about this challenge, but I thought maybe it might be interesting
to do something similar to this. I most likely would be paranoid about
not wearing panties while in school, but for a store it might be a little
more fun. Of course I would have to wear a skirt so that I could do it
freely hehe. I am not sure if I will try it, but I will write about it
here if I do do something like that. Anyway, any challenges are welcome.
I am amazed at some of the requests that I get. Very creative *wink*
August 20
Someone was concerned today that I was replacing the girl/girl shoot
that I am planning for this weekend with my first anal sex shoot I want
to do. Don't worry I am doing both. I am not as clear as to when I will
do the anal scene, but it will happen. The girl/girl shoot this weekend
is something that I really want to do, but I never know until the other
model gets there. Either way I will definitely get a little dirty this
weekend and take plenty of pictures and video for everyone to see. Other
than all that, today I learned a lot of new perl/cgi stuff so I am playing
around with it a little bit on my site, hopefully you won't notice the
changes, but I did replace some of the old programing stuff with my own
so I am pretty excited about learning more. Well a little more homework
for me and then off to bed.
August 19
I have a lot of shoots planned for this weekend and am going to try
for a lot of girl/girl stuff. I was invited to a party on Saturday so
I am happy to get out and do something rather than homework all weekend.
Today I came home from school and didn't really have uch to do. I set
up a little tea party for my stuffed animals and talked with them... I
know I must be really lonely huh:-) Well I am pretty lonely sometimes
but I guess I am just too shy to talk to people to go out, but I am happy
with that. Being at the convention on Sunday will be good for me to talk
to people. I hope that I meet lots of people that have e-mailed me and
said hello. It is always nice to see the person who is e-mailing me.
August 18
Have you ever noticed how the washing machine in the landry mat vibrates
a lot when it is on the spin cycle? Well I was kind of curious today while
doing my laundry and instead of dumping my laundry and waiting in the
car or off to the side I sat up on top of the washing machine. I was just
a little horny I guess and curious if it would feel good to sit up on
it. Well it did feel pretty good. I just sat there pretending to read
a magazine so that no one would wonder why I was sitting on top of the
washer. I was of course thinking of something other than laundry or reading.
Well It felt good but it didn't really get the job done hehe. So instead
I finished up the laundry and came home to fantasize about having sex
in the laundry room. It was pretty sexy, but wonder if I could get away
with something like that in real life. Maybe sometime I will have to sneak
in there really late and take some pictures.
August 17
I went out shopping today to see if I can find something to wear for
the Asian Model Expo next weekend. I didn't really find anything that
was really sexy, but I did buy some stuff that I needed for an interview
that I have for a school project. So I got a really professional looking
outfit for that. Other than that I have been thinking about my possible
anal sex scene that I want to do and since I was off from school today
I was able to cum several times after getting home and relaxing. I love
to close my eyes and fantasize about being touched and lately fantasize
about having anal sex. I am hopeing that it will be as wonderful as I
have fantasized about. I know that it will be nice since when I fantasize
I am often touching my tushy at the same time to help myself be able to
cum quickly. It is very wonderful.
August 16
I feel so sexy today. I got all of my homework done early then took
some e-mails. After that I had a little fun with my vibrator. It gave
me an idea for a shoot and maybe a live chat later on. I am thinking that
I can do a shoot with myself. I mean I pretty much masturbate and have
a little fun every night that I can so why not just record one of those
little fun times one night by myself. It might be kind of sexy:-) I am
kind of wet just thinking about it. Tomorrow I am going to go shopping
for some new clothes. I need a nice dress or something for the Asian Model
Expo coming up on the 25th. I have to look good for all of you people
that might come to meet me. hehe. It should be fun too, I will be sure
to have some pictures taken for those that can't make it.
August 15
So how was the update? Do I give a good hand job? It is pretty fun to
do that because I feel like I am in control and can tease all I want.
The most difficult thing in doing that shoot was trying to remember what
a "hand job" is called in Japanese. So Massage was good enough hehe. I
really don't think that I was introduced to what a hand job was until
I came to America so my Japanese dirty talk isn't that great, but it was
kind of fun to do anyway. I hope that the person that requested it enjoyed
my Japanese dirty talk. I think that I will have to do it more often.
I mean what do you think if you can't understand what I am saying? At
least you can tell I am enjoying it right
August 14
You are in for a treat with the update that I just got finished uploading.
It has been a few weeks since I had any boy/girl stuff in an update so
today I am putting some more of it up. As mentioned before this week I
had a request for a specific shoot involving a Hand Job on a guy, but
to do it in a fantasy cam type of format. It was also requested that I
do the shoot entirely in Japanese. So I did the shoot yesterday and tonight
I am posting the video for everyone to see. Oh and along with the update
I posted a large set of pictures involving a little DP or double penetration.
I had a little trouble with that double sided dildo but I got it in both
holes eventually. Enjoy!
August 13
Tonight after school I got an opportunity to do that shoot that someone
had requested. It was that massage thing that I was talking about a couple
of days ago. It is really different from some other shoots that I have
done in a way. It was another fantasy kind of shoot putting you in the
fantasy position with me in a video. I am going to try and get it ready
for the update this week so I hope everyone enjoys it. It should be really
sexy, but not many people will know what I am talking about. You will
just have to see it. Other than that I had a little more homework to do
and then I got to relax playing some video games which I haven't done
for a while so today was a really good day for me
August 12
I haven't been able to consentrate much today. I have been really horny
for that last few days as you may have read. I was supposed to do a lot
of homework today and I think that I did most of it, but I had to take
some breaks from it just to be able to go to the bed and touch myself
then come back to consentrate on homework. I think trying to set up that
anal shoot yesterday has made me think of only that so it is really difficult
to think of anything else. I guess I must be curious about it, or excited
to do it, but I know I have to be a little patient. Anyway, I am up late
tonight finishing my homework like I was supposed to do earlier, but didn't
so back to it and then to bed.
August 11
It was just too much this weekend to sit at home and be horny wanting
to have a little sex. I made some calls to some people to see if I can
do my first anal shoot. I got some things set up for it and will possibly
do it in another month. A lot of people have told me to take it slow,
and I think that I will. I am really curious and hope that it feels as
good as it does when I masturbate, but I have never done it so I don't
know yet. Anyway, I will see what happens. I asked if TigerLily will help
me out in setting it up so it looks good so far. Other than that I got
a request to do something like my little fantasy position shoot where
I had sex talking to the camera, well I think that I can fulfil the request
of giving an erotic massage like that style soon too. Look for it in the
next few weeks updates.
August 10
I am so Horny right now and it has been too long since I have had sex
with a guy. I think that I really need to do it again. TigerLily is talking
about setting me up with the guy I worked with before and maybe do my
first Anal Sex shoot. I am really curious how it is going to feel when
I finally get to do it. I really could do it right now because I really
need someone to lick me and taste my Manko:-) Then to be able to cum while
I have a cock inside my tushy would be wonderful. Sorry, but I can't help
be be horny it has just been too long since I got any action hehe. For
now I think that I am going to try out that massager that I used on the
update a couple of weeks ago. That thing is so powerful and I can cum
several times just by leaving it on my clit. Well excuse me but I am going
to go dream about that first anal sex shoot.
August 8
I talked to TigerLily earlier and we decided that we are going to go
the the Asian Model Expo together on Sunday August 25th from 11 am until
4 pm. It is going to be at the Sheraton Los Angeles Harbor Hotel, San
Pedro, CA. you can get all the info at asianmodelexpo.com.
I will be there the whole time signing autographs and selling my video
and other stuff. So if you want to come meet me just let me know and I
will look out for you. I know they don't really let us show off our nudity
there, but I'll hide some of my pictures and stuff under the table hehe.
I am also hopeing that maybe I can find some other girls there to work
with. Of course most of the models there don't do much nudity let alone
hardcore stuff that me and TigerLily do.
August 7
I had a wet dream last night and woke up at around 4 am. I was in a
room with a lot of people while doing a photoshoot in front of them all.
It seemed to be some kind of bar or club and people were just watching
me while I masturbated on a table. I woke up in the middle of it and wanted
to go back to sleep and dream of it again, but I was just so horny that
I couldn't relax. I touched myself and really made a mess of my panties
that I was wearing. They were so wet by the time I came in them after
rubbing my clit for a while. I realized after laying there for a little
bit that some of the dreams I have been having would be good photoshoot
ideas. I have a few ideas that will be great and if I can figure out how
to make them as weird as some of my dreams they will be pretty interesting
too.
August 6
I am a little early on the update for tomorrow. I am trying to make
it a habit hehe:-) I was just excited to get these pictures up from the
Comic Con from last week in San Diego. It was really fun and yes I even
got to be a Jedi Satomi:-) You can see all the crazy costumes I saw and
the cool people too. Also I put up a sexy shoot with me while waiting
for Sex. I was supposed to shoot with a model a few weeks ago and ended
up doing this masturbation shoot before she showed up. I guess I couldn't
wait, but that is OK we went back to my place and had our sex a little
later hehe. Anyway, lots of homework this week for me, but I hope that
you enjoy the update, I should have some great video next week.
August 4
I had to get up really early this morning and take my mom to the airport.
It was so crowded and we had to wait in line for hours. I will miss her,
but I am kind of glad that she is gone. I came home and was still tired
and wanted to sleep, but instead I found myself popping in a video and
relaxing on the couch. Well not exactly relaxing, but playing with myself.
It has been a while since I was able to do that without worrying that
my mom would catch me or something. I pulled out my vibrator and came
pretty quickly. Just for fun I was a little loud when I came and moaned
when my muscles inside began to twitch. I think that the neighbors might
have thought I had some company over hehe. They are pretty loud when they
have sex so I guess it was good competition LOL. Anyway, it is really
nice to be able to just do it again without worrying. As for tonight I
have to study some for a test tomorrow in school, but can't wait to cum
again real soon:-)
August 2
It is my last weekend with my mother here and I am kind of happy to
see her go. It has been nice to spend time with her, but let me just say
it was really hard on my time alone and my life with my site. I am so
horny that I could pop. I haven't been able to masturbate when I want
to and when she leaves on Sunday I will take it all out on a few of my
toys. I haven't been able to do a photo shoot either and I can't wait
to do one again. It isn't so good for me to go such a long time without
releiving a little stress with some playing with my clit. I have gone
to bed wet, and woken up after some sexy dreams, but have been to scared
that I will make too much noise when I try to cum. However, Sunday I will
go home after taking her to the airport and just scream as I turn on the
loudest vibrator I have.
August 1
Today I went to school
and after that I drove down to San Diego for the Comic Convention. It
was really fun. I am putting up some pictures to look at from today and
I will put the rest up later this week. I didn't really get to meet anyone
because it was such a big place. I think I must have been looking for
a place to park for about 2 hours. I did get to meet a lot of new people
though and even found some sexy models and talked with them. The most
interesting thing is that I found that in America they have the toy "Zoids."
I used to have them when I was young and it was very cool to see those
toys. There were a lot of Star Wars fans there too. I got some pictures
with some of the characters. I even got to meet Peter Mayhew who was Chewbacca
in Star Wars. He was so huge, his hands could have held my head like a
baseball hehe. Anyway, as you can see I didn't get to dress up. It was
just far to hot and I had a long way to drive before so maybe next year.
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